나는 미치다 :D

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 10:05:00 PM



Home... a place where all my negative traits are shouted out at me.
Home...a place for me to sleep...
Home... a place for me to be yelled at... to be made use as a punching bag... to be able to do everything myself...a place where i can find no comfort it...

is this an ideal home??

sometimes, i wish i know of an isolated place where no one can find me... a place where i can hide for a short period of time...for me to cool down... would be better if there was a punching bag...

but sadly, singapore is to small for me to find a place like this...i cant even have some privacy in school... the only way i can escape for a while(for now) is by blasting my music till i can hear no one...escaping reality is such a stupid manner......

the only people who know most of my past and present are : pei san and gladys and cloudi? and maybe even weijin(which i highly doubt)

life's like that and you just have to keep moving on... but why is it that whenever you try to move on, there is something blocking your path? an obstacle so big, you cant move away by youself and no one is willing to help?... i really need a place to hide... or maybe get lost by myself somewhere in singapore... and wait for someone to find me...

아!안돼,안돼...

~안녕 D: