나는 미치다 :D

Sunday, August 31, 2008 3:34:00 PM



people, now it's ur time to say "finally!!! u know something is wrong with u!!" yes.....cause i did some self reflection and noticed alot alot of things i did wrong over the past few months....and do not hesitate to tell me the negative stuff about me that needs change cause i may have not seen it...hahas...

to "the special person" :sry for calling u what u actually were not....change can be for the better and for the worst...so i do hope u can put the past behind and let us try to get to know each other for real.....cause i found the past to be "play-play" only...



Saturday, August 30, 2008 10:58:00 PM



i dun care if u dun see that u r actually changing drastically...i dun care if u r bitchy...i dun care if  ur a f**ker....i dun even care if ur a loner...i just want the down to earth part of u back........



Thursday, August 28, 2008 8:49:00 PM



phew,back from camp feast and sea comp bh...tiring sia.
CAMP FEAST
fun de lor...i miss alpha 2 the minute i got home...hahas. lets start frm the beginning. met at canteen at 7am. and chun wasnt there. den do morn assembly. den aft that got on board bus to ncc hq. all bbssians were in the platoon alpha 2 under jing kai.alpha 2 consisted of juying sec,compassvale sec, assumption english and BBSSIANS!!! hahas... den we did ice-breaking. i ke kiang la...go be ic...end up have to say 1st. but luckily no need remember everyone's name..bwahahaha!okay....we started off with team bonding games...stupid sia.stand on log...den arrange everyone by date of birth... den aft that go take pic with paintball gun. den we go play archery. did so badly in the 1st round. den had to challenge the instructor cause me n san got coach. got 35/50...to me not bad le lars...san did so super badly...bwahahah.aft that, we did paintball...quite sian la.....nvr hit moving target....hit stationary objects. at least i hitted 3 bottles down =D.den have flying fox....was so fun lars....quite reluctant to "jump" off initially...but yeah...i did...went off with gladys..waaaaaa.the wind rushing past my fast was soooooo cooling...lol!when stop that time, gavin and dzul were "playing" with my leg....they were turning me in circles.....lols........den calvin shouted"pei san" when he jumped...bakthiar ke kiang. jump off den act like superman...den if not wrong , he kena by jc...haha..he is super extra la! talk so much... do so little. everytime u see him will feel like bashing him up.back to the point. aft dinner, we go mph to play team bonding game.... waa seh... the bombing game super fun....alpha 2 is like everyone elses' target. hahas.....den bomb clt...ahahaha den erms yeah...go some ncc pageant den supr funny lars...........
2nd day... aft eat breakfast, we go do rock climbing. ahahaha. i nearly reach the red zone lors...pity i couldnt climb any further . my fingers became numb aft i came down...must be too long a break since the last time i did rock climbing. den we go do high elements.so super fun!!!! but i dun like to anchor jin chuan....he sometimes dunno what happen, suddenly jerk....den i shock dio... den me also quite perv sia........calvin go on that time he kept pulling the rope...den ask calvin if his "little brother" is pain...-_______-"den when ur hands can finally let go, all sweaty sweaty de....dunno if is his sweat or mine... den i go do the single line de...waaaaa so easy..... walk oso can walk fast fast de.....den do MOC.... fun fun fun!!!!!1st is climb the steep slope. den do incline bars.....den the sgt dispatched frm juying sec hor...say got cobra there....den we all scared scared....den idiot f_king bakthiar started saying..."aaa!!! got bra!!!" denpoint to girls....super extra right!!!!!gaaah.... den do blance beam..den cargo net, den tarzan!!!! we had to swing across this shallow pool of water..bakthair...again....became super extra... he purposely let go of the rope and fall in the water...den got his whole no4 wet....ke kiang...den aft getting a t-shirt,book and our photo,we go home lers.
den today, got bh sea comp...i think i screwed up big time lars......so many mistakes....but the gigantic suprise was that the theory paper was totally mcq!!!! wa lao..at that time hor, i really want to go bash chun up...make us write so much ...end up is mcq ques...haiz. practical was okok lars.....44/50....cannot compare with aisyah...haiz...hahas...den rush back to sch aft that. den go cyn house do project and play a fool. okie that's all.
p.s. the photos of the chalet and the training squad is below
p.s.s got some photos of the swimming carnival...i was lazy to elaborate in the whole entry...
PIC ARE IN ORDER BY TIMING AND DAY.
score board for practical

milo packs aft
milo packs b4
brandon sleeping in cls??
training squad gals!
training squad!(not in pic:jonas wong wei jun)
final score board

erms......random shot.
calvin's "prata"
look at how much san san ate...
my plate!(looked like i ate shit)
brandon's food
the piece of chicken bone on calvin's plate..bathe in curry(yucks)
the amount the squad ate(so much right...)
random!
name of chalet

beautiful evening view(was gonna rain...)
mr lam...in  a sisi-ish position
chang yi! aft drinking water underwater
what are the guys doing???O.o
~sayoz



Sunday, August 24, 2008 6:10:00 PM



havent been postin these past few days but...they have been super fun!!!ahahahahah!
friday
i cheated the prefects that i had medical conditions to skip detention...wahahahah den got ncc.....sia la...i wan complain bout the ncc(land) people!!!!!they  damn slack la!!! got amazing race...suppose to look for things..the sea people run everywhere to find, the land people sit in the canteen and slack... wth wtf @£%&)_£!~!@£$%^den ps dun wan me u noe..she wan louisse i shout "pei san dont want wanqing want louisse" she got no reaction... den yi ren shouted "louisse dun wan me wan pei san!" den louisse say"huh?!!" den me n yi ren high fived with me...den i lonely lonely walk down...den chee guan waited for the bus with me when jie jian and teck siong went. 
saturday
went out at 7am for the bloody bloody bh training. was the 1st to reach. den i looked for my keys that i lost during the amazing race...and i found it!!!bwahahah.den ps came. den followed by calvin...den aisyah den cynthia den brandon den gladys. chun gave us a break until 9.15am so we walked to the mama shop to buy things. den everyone keep walking very fast cause they saw me walking with calvin...den change of plans cause mama shop nvr open! so ps treated all of us to 1 ice milo each....i suggested it!!!!! den got theory test. den aft that got practical test. den me aisyah and gladys got selected!!!bwahahah! later whole training squad ate roti prata together...calvin kept taking my food and drinks. damn it. den aft that go home. den go changi chalet. change a lot leh!!!!!!! super nice lor! not like last time de...last time one so creepy...scary. hahas. stayed overnight there.
p.s. pics will b posted at a later date.
~sayoz



Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:22:00 PM



right....where shall i start....oh ya....mr lam today got course....so 1e4 totally changed the seating arrangement....we so clever...haha...as usual, i tried to fin chun's punishment during my class time...but cannot lehs....chun give too much lers....
recess.....ivan smsed me once .....halfway during recess.....i freaked....tot he wouldnt sms during camp time...hahas...den aft i replied his messages..he kept continuing....until like abt...erms....2.54pm???(lesson times included) den when at the play ground at cyn house there hor....walao eh...the 3 of them totally went siao lors...waste my whiteboard marker ink....write den erase write den erase(on the playground...but i suddenly became a goody two shoes and started completing my homework...super freaky la....den , cloudi started to act like mrs wong...den dunno wad 木 x x 木 大 手 i was totally at lost at what she said although mr siah taught us in class.....*daydreaming* den...dunno how ivan and calvin got dragged into it...later, the started acting all indian and started to dance like'em... den shi got video using cyn's phone...super what can! next, cyn settled down while cloudi was still super high....(must be the bubble tea she drank...drugs!!!jkjk) den yeah..cyn started doing chun's punishment along with me. den, cloudi took my ncc pen and started poking mine and cyn's butt.-____________-" den she wanted to play with out shoes...so just give her lor....who knew that she took out my shoe lace den tie to the lamp post....but too bad...wahahaha....although they tied the highest they could reach, i managed to take it down...why? cause im tall! jkjk..no lars...i not very tall...den ya lors.....went back to school...saw li jie on the bus. reach sch den go 3e3 classroom for B&H . dunno is mr chun wan teach his students or he wan win the sea comp....haiyo....okay bh finally started that time, totally chaotic lars.....used chun's name to threaten brandon...so fun....den ya lors....den got theory test (14/30) aft theory was practical test (100/110) :D  den go home lors.....damn that rolling hitch sure killed everyone.... went home with san san and cyn...saw evelyn on the way home..she went off 1st...den me and cyn wait for bus together...
den asked my mum to fetch me home ,since it was on the way,when i reached bbp there. got home, ate dinner...more smses from ivan...den here i am now sitting in front of my laptop.i go do homework /punishiment liaoz...
p.s. pei san's mine....dun u dare take her away from me...hahas
~sayoz

chun marking our theory test papers
end of practical test...messy sia
  
HOM that time...our puppets....retarded...i know...



Tuesday, August 19, 2008 8:38:00 PM



nobody give a fuggin' damn shit abt me or this blog
(except for the few minorities i have to thank)
nobody ever asks my for my opinion
lets be introverts shall we? oh...i dunno.....depends if anyone gives a fuggin damn shit bout this person here.....



6:08:00 PM



okay...this is a gay-ish colour....but heck...
Today's post is all about bad news and my self esteem dropping....why?! erms...lets see....
english:??/30(?)
sci:28/50(phew..)
chi:17/50(wtf lars)
maths:12/40(ahhhh!!!)
history:18/30(phew...)
see....my common test results so lan right....especially maths.....they last min say cannot use calculator de lor!!!! den make me panic......cause all the numbers all BIG BIG de....chi.......yeah...havent really been listening in class...
sci is actually a miracle that i can pass cause i havent been listening in cls...in fact sleeping..... pass by a mere 3 marks lor...... history oso.... maths and chinese both failed by 8 marks!!!!!!dammit! ahhhh...one common trait i've noticed in all my marks....is that when i pass...the number of marks away frm the just passing mark, is always the same...and when i fail, the marks i need are always the same too....gosh.....ahhhh...so depressed sia.....my com might be taken away....mr chun is gonna nag alot....my dad's gonna start whacking me.....(as in the ca** la) den my mum's gonna....go crazy and might even throw my handphone down the rubbish chute....gosh!!! i don't want that to happen sia!!!!!!
LESSON LEARNT: do not always wait until the last minute to study...always prepare before hand(like what jia hui does) and never ever ever sleep in class ever again.....and and and!!!!!!!! start bucking up on my studies or i'll never get promoted to sec 2...or i will but lose a whole lot of things i am dependent on liaoz..e.g. com...hp...actually that's about it cause my psp is already lost(thks to my dad)......oh ya...some pics i took of the "real" lizard on the road yesterday and how has sci class be
en...yes...if u do look carfully at the pics, 
u would notice that the whole class is not listening cause 1) auntie wong speaks too soft 2)she always goes out of point 3)she is stupid 4)she cant tell the diff between solid and liquid(yes....sad too say that that's t
rue)
~sayoz 



auntie wong... hahas no one seems to be listening..not even dionkang getting punished for no reasondoes my class look as if we are listening?do they look like they are doing a project? no they dontoh ya! yesterday's toy lizard found on the road

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Monday, August 18, 2008 8:21:00 PM



ellos....
yeah.......kinda boring today in sch....nth much happened during lesson time except for mr lam telling us some gruesome facts bout the ang mo langs....den got swimming lor.....waseh....cyn swim so slow today....keep tailing her....aft that, went to westmall buy mac b4 going back to sch for extra training for bh since sea comp coming...i din notice jonas,brandon n calvin's calls....sorry people!!!...hahas.... met xing herng at the interchange....he was sick.....sore throat and high fever....get well soon! den erms....jonas pon-ned the training...got on bus...den suddenly rain siaz...ran in the rain den qickly chiong up to T.t rm 2....aka air con room. quickly ate my food....den chun started lor....u noe...the lesson was more like a conference. i so proud of myself siaz.....got 2 out of the 8 knots wrong...hahas....sucks doesnt it? den went home that time, walked with calvin n brandon 1st.....den waited 4 cyn...n ps....den walao eh...that bloody cyn...go tell mr siah that i am calvin's gf lar.....like wtf can!!!!! den mr siah ask if we engaged le cause cyn say we are a couple "lao gong lao po..." so shit can!!!!! gaaahhh....made fun of kang on the way down to bus stop. den san went crazy over the delfi choco mint n bought 4 pack....she wants to fatten herself up....hahahs.... den saw a lizard on the road...at the bus stop...it caused quite a huge commotion......n no matter how many buses came past....it was still there....den ya lars....i came up with a hypothesis that it was dead lors.....cyn said it was a toy....i knew it aft cyn left and after a bus fully squished it.... hahas....saw teik wei....waved hi n bye to him....den i went home.....yeah...thats about it lors....hahas.i see if i have time to upload the pic abt the lizard...hahas...
ps.pei san is not fat enough....she should eat more choco...
pss. cyn, im so gonna trash u....
psss. calvin, if u ever read this, stop pissing me off by doing those things....
pssss.geet well soon gladys!
psssss.dun ask y there are so many ps(s)
~sayoz



Friday, August 15, 2008 9:18:00 PM



hihi peeps.....super high now.....what was not suppose to be mine.....became mine.....the top scorer for the total defence bronze module! seriously, i din think it would be me...y??cause judging by the amount i studied and the amount other peeps studied, i was like slacking and din even read the note.....puh-lease lah....like hu would read the notes lor(except for calvin). erms...yeah...so i got 48/50 for the TD bronze. maybelline that pencil so nice!!!TY MAYBELLINE! chee guan owes me a drink.....calvin was spamming my message inbox from 6.05am till 7.07am.....siao one lors....
lalalaala...super high now.....got choosen for elimination round for sea comp.....wahahaha . pei san ...u watch out....i gonna trash u again and again...whahaha.phew glad that's over....anyways...chee guan , elfy , jie jian and calvin are sick perverts....(i guess they watch porn) like wtf can....the whole journey on the way to the bus stop, they were like talking about sick stuff that i dun bother to post or remember.and damn...cause i got 9.5 for theory, calvin oso got the same marks as me...chee guan started going "waaaa .cou*** leh!" den he said"opps. paiseh" i not his okay!!!!and cynthia stop going "calvin de lao po " can!!!!!! i am my owns...no one shall own me(except for my parents).XP hahas....lols.....tired liaoz la....no more energy to high liaoz. 
oh ya! we learnt how to keblakang pu sing(is that how it's spelled?) while marching....and everyone screwed up!!!! not used mah....wad can u expect right...hahahahas
~sayoz

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Thursday, August 14, 2008 5:57:00 PM



LETS ALL CELEBRATE CAUSE COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!
but im not gonna....y? cause i feel f**king pissed off my mrs wong and the history tcher who saw me pointing the middle finger behind mrs wong's back....i did nothing wrong!!!!!!! wtf lars we doing common test...people forget put books at bag there den she start shouting like some mad woman..u tell us how to finish our last ct! further more, people would do foolish things when under pressure.... right a not...of coz la.....but just coz of one finger, i would have gotten detention/public apologising/suspension/double detention. damn it damn it damn it! the tcher tell me go find her aft sch...but i nvr.....wonder wad will happen tomorrow....i have gotta chill and kick that vulgar habit of mine.....oh god.........gaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!arrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! 
lets go to the good news...since the bad news has already been said...
erms.....yes...d.gray 96 is out... common tests are over....history project is on the verge of finishing .... i finally manage to piss off shi hui...but she stills blue tack to me....and finally.........i've learned how to adapt to thing i HATE A LOT.
cool.....n ps is defenitely not spending enough time with her best friends that she wants to be with forever(dun get me wrong....it's not a guy)
yeah...talking abt ps....why the F**king hell did she join netball when she herself keeps complaining that she have no time to study and stays up late until midnight? no logic la pls...
sun:archery
mon:???
tues:netball
wed:swimming
thurs:netball
fri: ncc
sat:????
yup...the question marks are proof that i dunno wad she is doing and also proof of her not spending enough time with her "best friend". sometimes i wonder, what's the point of giving the term "best friend" when you actually treat them on par with all your other friends....this is the reason why i say there is no such thing as true friendship....there is only a temporary one......cause some people claim to want to be your friend but you yourself ends up being used as a scapegoat...haiz....there is no sense of trust in friendship anymore...
don't want to brag too much on the issue anymore....all i gotta say is "i do what is right and what i will benefit from"
~sayoz
p.s. shi hui likes kang yong
p.s.s any comment, be it negative or positive, can be posted on my tagboard on this topic...

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Sunday, August 10, 2008 9:52:00 PM



told u the pics would be uploaded XP =] (pics are in raandom order)
gays of the century....guang yuan and terence!

me and calvin!!
me and dzul
phss mr numa me
mr numa!!!!!san san and me
cyn getting her make up

group 7's fav : iu bin yuan!!!!(or was it bing yuan??)
army kors eating... a photographer told them to post...and i sneaked a shot!
二姐 kok siong and me

dzul n iman.....so cute right



12:20:00 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!WOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!
hahas....sorta high now...but mostly sad cause we wont be seeing bing yuan anymore....most of us cried on the way home aft shouting thank u bing yuan on the bus dunno how many times.... grand finale that time, got poured with water by cyn cloudi n shi hui. den the "raped" me on tier 2...den calvin bo liao come join in....cause i waas lying on the floor like i die like that...den he suddenly come n pull part of mr numa's costume when it was at my chest there...haiz...nth 2 say really....im super angry now . why?
1)my phone sot diao aft taking  a photo with cyn...
2) my phone games are down
3) my phone turns on n off by itself n im sooooooooo pissed....
4) my dad wont change my phone until nov!!!!gahhh..
ok now, lets let the pics do the talking hahas.....
p.s.i know common test is not over yet...just had the urge to post cause it's ndp
p.s.s pics will be posted later in the evening(it's 12.57am now on sunday)
~sayoz



Monday, August 4, 2008 10:51:00 PM



TEMPORARY CLOSURE OF THIS BLOG UNTIL AFTER MY COMMON TEST.....WHICH IS LIKE UNTIL THE WEEK WHICH IS AFTER NDP THAT WEEK

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